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Check out my current church project: The Gathering</description><title>Michael Hindes</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @michaelhindes)</generator><link>http://michaelhindes.com/</link><item><title>Healing Confessions</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Last night &lt;a href="http://www.thegathering-gainesville.org/"&gt;The Gathering&lt;/a&gt; hosted its first healing service. The presence of God was palpable and all of our expectations were high. People came from around the United States to be prayed over by a group of wild eyed fire-breathers. After more than two hours of warfare prayers and militant worship, we had accomplished what the Lord had asked of us. Together we created an atmosphere for divine healing. Everyone left knowing that they had encountered The Living God. This morning I spoke with a friend who had been in attendance. He told me he rested better last night than he had in weeks. His faith is rising and his pain is subsiding. We are believing for continued reports of health and healing. Stayed tuned, because this isn&amp;#8217;t our last group healing encounter. Here are the &lt;strong&gt;Healing Confessions&lt;/strong&gt; we made at the beginning of the night - use them in good health&amp;#8230; ______________________________ Father, in the Name of Jesus, I confess Your Word concerning health and healing I believe Your Word will not return to You void, but it will accomplish what it says In the Name of Jesus, I believe that I am healed Your Word says that Jesus took my infirmities and bore my sicknesses Therefore, with great boldness and confidence I stand on the authority of Your Word and declare that I am redeemed from the curse of sickness I refuse to tolerate this illness I speak in Jesus&amp;#8217; Name and I proclaim that principalities, powers, rulers of darkness, and spiritual wickedness are bound from operating against my body I am the property of Almighty God and I give you no place in me.  I am loosed from this assignment I dwell in the secret place of the Most High God and I abide under the shadow of the Almighty whose power no foe can withstand Father, I believe that your angels encamp around me and deliver me from every evil work No evil shall befall me; no plague or calamity shall come near me I confess that the Word abides in me and it is life and medicine to my flesh The law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus operates in me making me free from the law of sin and death I hold fast to my confession and I stand immovable knowing that health and healing are mine in Jesus&amp;#8217; Name.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/21725838570</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/21725838570</guid><pubDate>Tue, 24 Apr 2012 14:51:00 -0400</pubDate><category>The Gathering</category><category>Healing</category><category>Miracles</category></item><item><title>Awesome message from last night’s Gathering by Jimmy...</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://assets.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player_black.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/20878468060/tumblr_m2akhggECH1qai3nr&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best" wmode="opaque"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Awesome message from last night’s Gathering by Jimmy McCarty. Respond or email me if you’d like the notes.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/20878468060</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/20878468060</guid><pubDate>Tue, 10 Apr 2012 21:36:00 -0400</pubDate><category>The Gathering</category><category>Discipleship</category><category>Freedom</category></item><item><title>Believing God for Something</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Over the last few days I&amp;#8217;ve been thinking about what, if anything, I&amp;#8217;m believing God for.  Not just salvation stuff, that&amp;#8217;s already settled, but the other stuff.  I want to know is it big enough, wild enough, audacious enough?  Because I&amp;#8217;m convinced God wants us to believe Him for &lt;strong&gt;BIG THINGS&lt;/strong&gt;!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Well, I&amp;#8217;m mostly convinced He wants &amp;#8220;others&amp;#8221; to believe Him for big things ;(&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Right now, I have a friend believing God to heal him of cancer.  I have another friend believing God for recovery from heart surgery.  Yet another friend believing God to provide his financially challenged church a new building.  I have many around me believing God for a clear word about the next season.  Some believing to be debt free, some believing for the birth of healthy grandchildren, and still others believing for healing from the emotional wounds of the past.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Jesus teaches us a parable about faith and prayer - it’s entitled &lt;a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=luke%2018:1-8&amp;amp;version=NIV" title="Luke 18:1-8"&gt;The woman and the unjust judge&lt;/a&gt;.  I won&amp;#8217;t go into a full exposition right now, I just want to focus on the last few words &amp;#8220;&lt;strong&gt;&amp;#8230;when the son of man returns, will He find faith&amp;#8230;&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;#8221;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&amp;#8220;Will He find faith&amp;#8221;?  Will He find us in belief, in trust, in settled confidence about something?  And if that&amp;#8217;s what He&amp;#8217;s looking for in us, what does He find in me?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I&amp;#8217;m a realist by nature.  Mostly, I&amp;#8217;m expecting the upstream hard push, the normal setbacks of life, and even at times the other shoe to fall.  When in doubt, lower your expectations, right?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Rereading those previous statements, I actually sound pessimistic…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;But right now, I have some stuff I need to believe God for.  And not just for the numerous needs listed above.  I actually have some things that are going to require my faith to be activated and stretched.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;The words of my earthly father are shouting in my head &amp;#8220;&lt;strong&gt;do something, even if it’s wrong&lt;/strong&gt;”.  I also sense my heavenly Father asking me to believe something even if it&amp;#8217;s wrong, even if I&amp;#8217;m not sure, even if it&amp;#8217;s too bold - &amp;#8220;&lt;strong&gt;you have not because you ask not&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;#8221;.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;So the challenge is clear, are we believing God for something?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;As I write this, I&amp;#8217;m outside on the patio, I’m praying in the Spirit, I’m activating myself prophetically, and I’m getting ready to shout the &lt;strong&gt;BIG ASK&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt; ______________________________&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&amp;#8220;Without faith it is impossible to please God&amp;#8230;&amp;#8221; Hebrews 11:6&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;______________________________&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.thegathering-gainesville.org/" title="The Gathering"&gt;The Gathering a Night of Miracles April 23rd&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/20782738221</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/20782738221</guid><pubDate>Mon, 09 Apr 2012 12:13:00 -0400</pubDate><category>Faith</category><category>Healing</category><category>Belief</category><category>Life</category></item><item><title>Infected with the Kingdom</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://assets.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player_black.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/20479420414/tumblr_m1yzv993Mm1qai3nr&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best" wmode="opaque"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Infected with the Kingdom&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/20479420414</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/20479420414</guid><pubDate>Wed, 04 Apr 2012 15:37:00 -0400</pubDate><category>Kingdom</category><category>Faith</category><category>The Gathering</category><category>Discipleship</category></item><item><title>Kenya Update</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="300" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/r1dMlfrasrk?wmode=transparent&amp;autohide=1&amp;egm=0&amp;hd=1&amp;iv_load_policy=3&amp;modestbranding=1&amp;rel=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Kenya Update&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19950081562</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19950081562</guid><pubDate>Mon, 26 Mar 2012 07:46:00 -0400</pubDate><category>Kenya</category><category>Discipleship</category><category>Supporters</category></item><item><title>Discipleship</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Discipleship isn&amp;#8217;t just an exchange of information&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;You can be influenced by a book, but not be discipled&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;You can download great messages, but not be discipled&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;You can be stirred by an exciting speaker, but not discipled&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;You can subscribed to some amazing blogs, but not be discipled&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;You can go to a Spirit Filled College, but not be discipled&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;You can go to Church every week, but not be discipled&lt;br/&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Discipleship requires:&lt;br/&gt;
A press of the flesh&lt;br/&gt;
You to be really known&lt;br/&gt;
You to be really understood&lt;br/&gt;
You to be really loved&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;It further requires:&lt;br/&gt;
Someone who knows when its time to laugh or cry with you&lt;br/&gt;
Someone who knows whether to use the stick or the carrot in your life&lt;br/&gt;
Someone who knows your fears and understands your strengths, but isn&amp;#8217;t overwhelmed by either&lt;br/&gt;
Someone who cares more about your promotion than theirs&lt;br/&gt;
Someone who cares more about your destiny then theirs&lt;br/&gt;
Most generally someone who&amp;#8217;s  lived more life, had more failures, conquered more hills, and stared down more fears than you&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
Discipleship must be personal, not done in a vacuum&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;We all need something more than information - we all need discipleship&amp;#8230;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19825672530</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19825672530</guid><pubDate>Sat, 24 Mar 2012 03:54:00 -0400</pubDate><category>Discipleship</category><category>Life</category><category>Observation</category></item><item><title>Reminding Yourself of You...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Sometimes we get confused, just plain lost.  We forget who we are, why we&amp;#8217;re here, and what we&amp;#8217;re supposed to be up to&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;This happens for a few reasons&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;br/&gt;
Fear that we&amp;#8217;ll fail - Nothing like the good old fear that we&amp;#8217;ll just really suck at being us&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Too many voices - from parents, to teachers, to bosses, to mentors, and friends; it seems that everyone has opinion of who we are.  Sometimes these opinions are helpful, sometimes they&amp;#8217;re driven by control, so learn to discern&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;The &amp;#8220;good enough&amp;#8221; principle - we start doing the good things, the close enough things, the right in front of us now things.  This isn&amp;#8217;t necessarily always bad, but we can actually lose out on the real thing we&amp;#8217;ve been called to&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Laziness - occasionally we need a good swift kick in the butt (so consider this yours if you&amp;#8217;re in need)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Here&amp;#8217;s a few triggers to get us moving in the right direction:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
Stay in the Spirit - keep praying in the Spirit, it really helps to block out the other voices&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Prophecy over yourself - speak truth about who and what you are, remind yourself the prophecies that have been spoken over you by others&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Stay connected with people who bring out the best in you - we all need people who will tell us the truth about how we&amp;#8217;re really functioning and progressing&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Get around leaders who have a habit of getting people to maturity and destiny - avoid at all costs big promises from people who won&amp;#8217;t get their hands dirty with your messiness.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Learn to be thankful for every open door - your future&amp;#8217;s directly impacted by your gratefulness &lt;/p&gt;

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&lt;p&gt;This inspiration was brought to you by the awesome atmosphere of the Nairobi Java house - remember to keep us in your prayers.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Love and miss you all&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19571343447</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19571343447</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Mar 2012 09:30:06 -0400</pubDate><category>Discipleship</category><category>Maturity</category><category>Identity</category></item><item><title>Reminding Yourself of You...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Sometimes we get confused, just plain lost.  We forget who we are, why we&amp;#8217;re here, and what we&amp;#8217;re supposed to be up to&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;This happens for a few reasons&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;br/&gt;
Fear that we&amp;#8217;ll fail - Nothing like the good old fear that we&amp;#8217;ll just really suck at being us&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Too many voices - from parents, to teachers, to bosses, to mentors, and friends; it seems that everyone has opinion of who we are.  Sometimes these opinions are helpful, sometimes they&amp;#8217;re driven by control, so learn to discern&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;The &amp;#8220;good enough&amp;#8221; principle - we start doing the good things, the close enough things, the right in front of us now things.  This isn&amp;#8217;t necessarily always bad, but we can actually lose out on the real thing we&amp;#8217;ve been called to&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Laziness - occasionally we need a good swift kick in the butt (so consider this yours if you&amp;#8217;re in need)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Here&amp;#8217;s a few triggers to get us moving in the right direction:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br/&gt;
Stay in the Spirit - keep praying in the Spirit, it really helps to block out the other voices&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Prophecy over yourself - speak truth about who and what you are, remind yourself the prophecies that have been spoken over you by others&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Stay connected with people who bring out the best in you - we all need people who will tell us the truth about how we&amp;#8217;re really functioning and progressing&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Get around leaders who have a habit of getting people to maturity and destiny - avoid at all costs big promises from people who won&amp;#8217;t get their hands dirty with your messiness.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Learn to be thankful for every open door - your future&amp;#8217;s directly impacted by your gratefulness &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;___________________________________&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;This inspiration was brought to you by the awesome atmosphere of the Nairobi Java House - remember to keep us in your prayers.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Love and miss you all&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19564908152</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19564908152</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Mar 2012 03:26:00 -0400</pubDate><category>Discipleship</category><category>Maturity</category><category>Identity</category></item><item><title>We're off to Kenya</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Kathy and I leave for Kenya tomorrow night.  We&amp;#8217;ll be on the ground there for eight (8) full days.  This is our 10th trip there; it&amp;#8217;s become kind of our second home&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;We start in Nairobi on Monday by hosting a Pastor&amp;#8217;s Round Table with the staff of a church we partner with.  This will be a time of questions, discussion, teaching, and prayer.  Tuesday we&amp;#8217;re off to Kitale to connect with discarded and addicted street children.  We will be working along side of Jake and Marisa Rodriguez and an awesome ministry they partner with called Challenge Boy&amp;#8217;s Farm.  We&amp;#8217;ll also be doing ministry in the slums and squatter&amp;#8217;s villages.  We&amp;#8217;ll be working on a project with the team we&amp;#8217;re traveling with to bring needed alternative light sources into several of the huts (&lt;span&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHTD_RX3J2I"&gt;Watch video of similar project&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/span&gt;.  Thursday, Kathy and I will be hosting a Leadership Conference for pastors from remote villages.  I&amp;#8217;ll be teaching leadership principles as they relate to one on one discipleship and small groups.  Sunday we&amp;#8217;ll be preaching in local churches all day long.&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;As you can see, our time there will be busy, but we believe it&amp;#8217;ll be very fruitful as well.  Pray with us as we teach, encourage, serve, bring healing, and deliverance to these precious people.  Our goal is to &amp;#8220;bring the fruitfulness of His garden to the barrenness of the earth&amp;#8221;.&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;If you&amp;#8217;d like to donate you can simply hit this link &lt;a href="https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&amp;amp;hosted_button_id=CBLQ83KP9EH9E"&gt;Paypal&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;On March the 6th, Mike Paschall shared an awesome teaching at The Gathering.  It has the potential to radically change your worldview - &lt;a href="http://www.thegathering-gainesville.org/first-fruits/"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.thegathering-gainesville.org/first-fruits/"&gt;http://www.thegathering-gainesville.org/first-fruits/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19403505982</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19403505982</guid><pubDate>Fri, 16 Mar 2012 13:46:00 -0400</pubDate><category>kenya</category><category>ministry</category><category>leadership development</category><category>The Gathering</category></item><item><title>The Gathering - March 12th - Defining Kingdom</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://assets.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player_black.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/19251811094/tumblr_m0udz4pByj1qai3nr&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best" wmode="opaque"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;The Gathering - March 12th - &lt;strong&gt;Defining Kingdom&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19251811094</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19251811094</guid><pubDate>Tue, 13 Mar 2012 17:21:00 -0400</pubDate><category>The Gathering</category><category>Kingdom</category><category>Discipleship</category></item><item><title>To Live is Christ?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span&gt;Philippians 1:20-25 NIV&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;em&gt; I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. &lt;strong&gt;For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain&lt;/strong&gt;. If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far; but it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body. Convinced of this, I know that I will remain, and I will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;em&gt;_____________________________________________________________&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I was in Phoenix again this past week with my friend getting chemotherapy for pancreatic cancer.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Nothing new to report, he’s been battling for 16 month - sometimes it looks like we’re winning, sometimes losing.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He just keeps fighting and we just keep praying.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I woke up the last morning of our visit with the above verses surging through my head – probably catalyzed by the previous days strenuous schedule.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;For more than 14 hours we went from appointment to appointment – lab work, nurses, physicians, practitioners, nutritionists, homeopaths, and finally nine hours of chemo.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Every appointment had a little good news and a little bad news.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;The day was to say the least grueling!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span&gt;“For me to live is Christ, to die is gain”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;That last day we had a great talk sitting in the beautiful Phoenix sun at the edge of a putting green.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We talked about life, death, fears, victories, defeats, and this verse.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Here’s what we came up with.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;To die is most certainly “&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;gain&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;”, it’s the reward for a life lived in faith.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We’re not exactly sure of what it all looks like and how it all pans out, but we know He’s there.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And wherever He is has to be spectacular!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;But what about “&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;to live is Christ&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;”?&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;What does that actually mean?&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We sat for a couple of silent moments and pondered this one phrase.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Then we discussed for several minutes the ideas that came to mind.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Here’s an overview of our thoughts.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&amp;#8220;When we get to heaven; He will be there; He’s Christ; Heaven desires us, longs for us, but it certainly doesn’t need us; because it already has a Christ.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;But here, living on this earth, that’s another story.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;See on this earth we are Him, the world needs us, it needs our voice, our presence, our hands, and feet.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It needs our faith, our perspective, and our take on life.&lt;span&gt;  I &lt;/span&gt;John 4:17 tells us that just &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;as He is&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; in Heaven, &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;so are we&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; on this earth.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So in Heaven He is, but in this life we are…&amp;#8221;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;We can’t be too quick to check out of life, no matter how difficult it gets.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;No matter the pain, disappointment, loss, or grief.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;To choose to leave before our time would be selfish - the world needs us, because it needs Christ&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span&gt;So we live to fight another day…&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0q9xkzCKz1qaau7k.jpg"/&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span&gt;a few years back JT got a hole in one on a short par three, he actually hit the ball directly in the trash can from the tee box - here&amp;#8217;s the proof, and I have witnesses&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19122660572</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/19122660572</guid><pubDate>Sun, 11 Mar 2012 12:16:00 -0400</pubDate><category>discipleship</category><category>observation</category><category>life</category><category>death</category></item><item><title>Living in the Now</title><description>&lt;p&gt;One morning last week I had coffee with an incredible young man.  In fact six-seven mornings a week you can find me having coffee with incredible young men and women.  It&amp;#8217;s kinda what I do - disciple, coach, pastor.  I&amp;#8217;m not really sure what you&amp;#8217;d call it.  We normally discuss life, spirituality, character, family, the past, dreams, fears.  And together we try to find some answers to the old familiar nagging questions.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;But something got in my spirit a week ago that has pestered me ever since.  I&amp;#8217;m not sure who first said it, how they said it, or who clarified what was said.  But here it is - &amp;#8220;&lt;b&gt;Kingdom living is about living in the now&lt;/b&gt;&amp;#8221;.  No biggie right?  No great revelation here?  Except for the fact I can&amp;#8217;t shake it&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Most &amp;#8220;&lt;b&gt;regular&lt;/b&gt;&amp;#8221; people live in the past - past hurts, past failures, past rejections, even a few past successes.  Most are usually so tethered to their pasts that it takes a lot of intentional work to help them walk free.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Then there&amp;#8217;s &amp;#8220;&lt;b&gt;church&lt;/b&gt;&amp;#8221; people, who rather than dwelling on the past, choose to focus on the future.  Not the near future, not the plans for their lives and families, but the distant future - &amp;#8220;&lt;b&gt;the sweet by and by&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&amp;#8221;.  The rougher the economy, the more the Middle East is in the news, the more social issues get resolved by &amp;#8220;those liberals&amp;#8221;, and the more &amp;#8220;us conservatives&amp;#8221; lose our political strongholds - the more I hear talk about rapture and heaven.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I read about it all over Facebook and hear about it regularly from family and friends.  This &amp;#8220;future focus&amp;#8221; really bothers me.  Although, I&amp;#8217;m not really concerned that I&amp;#8217;ll miss my heavenly future, I&amp;#8217;m really concerned that they&amp;#8217;ll miss their heavenly present.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Christians get caught between these two things - &lt;b&gt;their past&lt;/b&gt; with its defeats and &lt;b&gt;their future&lt;/b&gt; with its triumph.  Although my eschatology isn&amp;#8217;t as it use to be, I still believe in something awesome and spectacular beyond this life.  But my focus on heaven today is about worshipping Him rather than any reward, accolade, or escape I might step into&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Thought&lt;/b&gt;: to only focus on the distant future in order to overcome the pain of our not so distant past, does absolutely nothing about influencing others in the present.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Remember, &amp;#8220;&lt;b&gt;Kingdom living is about living in the NOW&lt;/b&gt;&amp;#8221;.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Let&amp;#8217;s end this by looking at Jesus&amp;#8217;s perspective -  &lt;b&gt;&amp;#8220;Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don&amp;#8217;t worry about missing out. You&amp;#8217;ll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.  Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don&amp;#8217;t get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow&amp;#8230; (Matt 6:33-34 Message)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/18310407161</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/18310407161</guid><pubDate>Sun, 26 Feb 2012 07:00:05 -0500</pubDate><category>Kingdom</category><category>Discipleship</category><category>Observation</category><category>Eschatology</category></item><item><title>Be the Hands and Feet of the Kingdom's Expansion</title><description>&lt;p&gt;This week&amp;#8217;s guest post is written by &lt;a href="http://matthew-snyder.com/" title="matt snyder"&gt;Matt Snyder&lt;/a&gt; - enjoy&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Sometimes I don’t feel like I realize the boldness in what I pray, and then there are other times that I do and I start to sweat because I realize the brunt of what I’m praying.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;When I worked at AIM, nearly every Monday morning I stood in the office with the rest of the staff and we worshipped. After worship we’d stand together and declare truths over our lives, things like, “I will walk in ever-increasing health; I have ideas and divine strategies; I will uproariously laugh when I hear a lie from the devil; etc.”.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Those are great things to declare – seriously.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;But then we declared other things like, “today I will have divine appointments to heal the sick, raise the dead, prophesy life, to lead people to Christ, and to bless every place that I go.”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span&gt;That’s a pretty hefty statement.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;And I have to admit that I hadn’t really given it too much thought until I asked myself if those words were escaping my heart also.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span&gt;In praying/declaring something like that, I can’t expect that all of these divine appointments are going to land in my lap, right? I mean, I suppose that they could, but by me declaring these things to be, I’m also “prophesying” that I’m going to get outside of my comfort zone and step into someplace new.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span&gt;I don’t always want to do that because I have a routine to my day and I absolutely hate disturbing my routine. I wake up, spend time with Jesus, work, eat lunch, work some more, think about working out, work a little more, eat dinner, hang out, call my girlfriend, and go to bed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span&gt;Excuse me, Jesus, but I don’t see where I can fit others into my schedule conveniently!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;It’s a terrible attitude to have, but I don’t think I’m the only person with it. I see it reflected in the Church at large. We’ve conveniently put up safeguards to protect us from having to truly demonstrate compassion-in-action, from giving the world an encounter with the awesome &lt;strong&gt;power&lt;/strong&gt; of God’s love.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;We surround ourselves with Christians who “have it all together” and talk about the world “out there”. We never truly penetrate it – we just talk about it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;We’re a bunch of fakes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;If I’m declaring that I’m going to heal the sick, raise the dead, prophesy life, lead people to Christ, and to bless every place… I might have to go hunt some of that down. I have to reach my hands out and touch people – people I don’t know – and minister to them. I’ve got to be the hands and feet of the Kingdom’s expansion. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span&gt;And maybe the reason why I don’t declare those things every day is that I don’t want to get over myself long enough to love &lt;em&gt;outside&lt;/em&gt; of myself. Maybe that’s the problem.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span&gt;Can we change something? Let’s begin prophesying from the heart. Let’s stop talking about healing the sick and just do it already. Let’s stop &lt;em&gt;thinking&lt;/em&gt; about living prophetically and just freakin’ live prophetically NOW! And the next time you’re somewhere uncomfortable, make yourself at home by ushering in the Kingdom of God around you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;!--EndFragment--&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/18188957521</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/18188957521</guid><pubDate>Fri, 24 Feb 2012 10:00:05 -0500</pubDate><category>Kingdom</category><category>Discipleship</category><category>Prophecy</category><category>Matt Snyder</category><category>Activation</category></item><item><title>God's Inaudible Mumblings</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Today&amp;#8217;s guest posting is from &lt;a href="http://www.jacobhoyer.com/" title="jacob hoyer"&gt;Jacob Hoyer&lt;/a&gt;.  He and his wife Erin are crowd favorites in our community.  Although we were all sad to see them move away, we are confident that they are following the voice of the Father.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;It’s been a little over a month since Erin and I moved to Florida.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;About five weeks.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I keep telling people, “It’s a whole new adventure”.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;It’s been a blast.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;But that doesn’t mean it’s been fun.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The last people to rent our house owned a cat that smoked.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We had to scrub all the walls, paint them, and put out bowls of vinegar to get rid of the smell.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We saved a good bit of money in anticipation of the transition, but we learned there’s just no way to project the cost of a move.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Despite all that.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Despite the fact we’ve been stretched beyond ourselves in this transition, we lay our heads on the back of our couch at the end of the day with the deep conviction that we are where we’re supposed to be.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;We know that this is the time and this is the place.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We know even though, in the whole decision-making and transition processes, God never said “Florida”.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I know a lot of folks who are waiting on a word from the Lord to make their next move.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I’m glad I’m a part of a generation that follows the leading of the Spirit.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Where it gets tough for me is that I’ve never seen a bush burn and not be consumed.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I’ve never found a ram in the thicket, and I’ve never been swallowed by a large fish.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;God’s just never been that explicit in my life.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Before we made our move to Florida, God told me I was a leader.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He told me I was called to empower others.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He showed me that my identity is tied up in my inheritance and that I needed to serve someone else’s dream.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;And God told me it was time to get out of where I had been.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Erin and I are definitely on the same page now, but we first decided to come here because I believed I needed to serve my dad in the church he planted the year before I was born. My dad is the forebear of my inheritance.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;My being the man and the minister I am today is directly attributable to his being the man and the minister he’s been all his life.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;In the middle of 2011 I asked my dad, “How can I help make your dreams happen?”.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He told me to come to Florida to work for him.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It fit.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I’m learning to be a whole new kind of leader (God told me I was a leader).&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I’m growing into the opportunity to empower others within my new organization (God told me I would empower others).&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I’m serving my dad, the placeholder of my inheritance (God spoke of my inheritance and my need to serve someone else’s dream).&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Hindsight might tell us something different, but I think we rarely hear God clearly.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;What we forget is that even God’s inaudible mumblings are the Words of Life.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I’ve spent the last three years honing in on a clearer picture of who I am in Christ.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He’s shown me the wholeness of my identity and begun to reveal the expanses of how I’m called to minister.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;When it was time to move, I found a path that allowed me to be that to the full.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;From there on out it was up to me to make it happen.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And the Lord’s been blessing it every step of the way.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/17715940883</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/17715940883</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 Feb 2012 12:09:00 -0500</pubDate><category>Voice of God</category><category>Jacob Hoyer</category><category>Discipleship</category><category>Sonship</category></item><item><title>This week’s podcast from The Gathering - “What it...</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://assets.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player_black.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/17658802166/tumblr_lzfxvaXHdO1qai3nr&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best" wmode="opaque"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;This week’s podcast from The Gathering - “&lt;strong&gt;What it Means to Live Exposed”&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/17658802166</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/17658802166</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 Feb 2012 10:33:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Battle Fatigue</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Woke up this morning and haven&amp;#8217;t moved far from my chair.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Just plain fatigued&amp;#8230;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I spent the last three days in beautiful Arizona, the sun was gorgeous and the temperature was amazing.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I was there with a close friend.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He&amp;#8217;s getting some treatments, so I decided to fly out with him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I spent a lot of time waiting as he had tests, scans, appointments, and procedures.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I spent a lot of time praying, really interceding, because &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;I was in the atmosphere of my friend&amp;#8217;s battle&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I spent a lot of time with his wife.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;She&amp;#8217;s a rock star.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I mean she is steady and supportive with just enough &amp;#8220;boot up the ass&amp;#8221; mentality to keep him going.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;He&amp;#8217;s been in the fight of his life, actually for his life, for more than 15 months.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;A fight that was originally predicted to last about 3-6 months.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;But the people who make those kind of predictions don&amp;#8217;t know my friend, his wife, our spiritual family, or our incredible Heavenly Father.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So we all fight on together.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;He and I have been friends for nearly 20 years.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We&amp;#8217;ve been through a lot together.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We&amp;#8217;ve seen our friendship and faith create some incredible miracles.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And we&amp;#8217;ve also tasted some hellish setbacks - cancer being one&amp;#8230;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I read a quote the other day that got my attention - &amp;#8220;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Religion is populated by people who fear hell, but true Spirituality begins when you&amp;#8217;ve been through hell&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;#8221;.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And my friend has been through some hell.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Not only this horrendous physical attack, but like all idea men, he&amp;#8217;s been attacked for doing good and making changes.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I&amp;#8217;ll never understand why people are so resistant to change and so opposed to change agents?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Anyway, we spent three days together waiting, talking, catching up, laughing, waiting a little more, and shedding a tear or two.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I left him and his wife in the hospital parking lot yesterday.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We sat in the car while I prayed and encouraged them to keep fighting the good fight.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Then came the time to leave&amp;#8230;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;We hugged longer than either of us would have been comfortable with two decades ago.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Many men may have been embarrassed, but neither of us cared.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I kissed him for the third time in as many days, again, I don&amp;#8217;t care.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I whispered in his ear that &amp;#8220;I was crazy about him&amp;#8221;.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Then, I kissed him for the fourth time and walked away.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I drove out of the parking lot quickly, found a private place and just burst.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I noticed him in the mirror as I drove away wiping his eyes as well.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We both relish the friendship and I for one am not ready for it to end just yet.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;There he was in the parking lot with his bald head, his slender frame, and his precious wife.&lt;span&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I knew that between her and God he was in good hands.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;So I believe we&amp;#8217;re going to keep fighting&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;.  This morning I looked for tickets to fly out again in four weeks.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;       &lt;img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz8q86C2n41qaau7k.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="Body1"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span&gt;Please keep praying for JT and Michelle&amp;#8230;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;!--EndFragment--&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/17435232954</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/17435232954</guid><pubDate>Sat, 11 Feb 2012 13:06:00 -0500</pubDate><category>Friend</category><category>Observations</category><category>Illness</category><category>Love</category></item><item><title>Last night’s message from The Gathering - Me and My Big...</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://assets.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player_black.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/17213008236/tumblr_lz178axYsm1qai3nr&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best" wmode="opaque"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Last night’s message from The Gathering - &lt;strong&gt;Me and My Big Mouth&lt;/strong&gt;.  You should come out next week to &lt;a href="http://www.sidebar120.com/" title="sidebar 120"&gt;Sidebar 120&lt;/a&gt; for church.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/17213008236</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/17213008236</guid><pubDate>Tue, 07 Feb 2012 11:31:00 -0500</pubDate><category>The Gathering</category><category>Message</category><category>Mouth</category></item><item><title>Mature for My Age</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;div&gt;Today my oldest son, Nicholas, is guest posting. Real as always, Nicholas shares openly about his struggle to reach acceptance, maturation, and sonship.&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;&lt;span&gt;I&amp;#8217;ve shared my story. Or really, a few chapters of my story. The quest for sonship/adoption from the Father was a fight. It was a struggle to move past individuals who, at various intervals, succeeded in impeding my attempts to achieve adoption. It sounds harsh. Well, it was harsh. I cannot apologize for the tone used here. This is my story. I am sticking to it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;hr&gt;&lt;strong id="internal-source-marker_0.16181890037842095"&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;This quest for sonship and adoption caused me to grow up. &lt;strong&gt;That is such a generality&lt;/strong&gt;. I have felt so often that I was robbed of my youth. I lost my innocence. I lost all hope at being average, of this sense of normalcy. It crumbled into dust at my feet. At twelve, I had an effervescent spotlight cast upon me highlighting every single movement and action I took. I stood out on the front stage, alone and watched by the glistening eyes of the masses. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I became a pastor&amp;#8217;s son&lt;/strong&gt;. Stamped and labeled. Wearing the &amp;#8220;Hello, my name is&amp;#8230;&amp;#8221; nametag perpetually. Their vigilant eyes were always watching. Always waiting. Never blinking. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I now had to fit someone&amp;#8217;s expectations.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I wanted to be normal. Average. Regular. Plain. I wanted out from the limelight. I felt bombarded with questions. Why did I have to be held to higher standards? Why couldn&amp;#8217;t I hangout with this group of friends? Why did I have to be active in serving the church? Why did I have to be the first to participate? Why couldn&amp;#8217;t I say these phrases? Why couldn&amp;#8217;t I talk about these books I read, or movies I&amp;#8217;ve watched? Why was everyone so uptight when I was around? Did I do something wrong? Why was there a look of disgust when I made a mistake? Was I a failure? Did I screw up so badly? Was I beyond forgiveness?&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;It always intrigued me how grace was extended to every other person and yet I seemed to be without. I would curse, get into a scuffle, or worse, I had my ears pierced. One single step out of line and everyone knew. I was a poor example. Worse, my parents were seen as terrible role models. All because I had my ears pierced. &lt;strong&gt;What a joke!&lt;/strong&gt; Or the time I obtained a Blink 182 album (I believe it was Enema of the State). Such uproar of disgust and horror was never heard before. By their standards, it was appalling. I was subsequently labeled, a bad seed. &lt;strong&gt;Whatever that means. Words.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I didn&amp;#8217;t fit the model.&lt;/strong&gt; I was different. I never seemed to fulfill any of their expectations. I just seemed to fail. Came up short. Time and time again. Cyclical. You get the picture?&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I tried to measure up, but always came up short. &lt;strong&gt;Why was I different?&lt;/strong&gt; I always wanted to know why.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;The answers are never what you expect and subsequently, never what you want to hear. God has a knack for those sorts of answers. Simply stated, I was set apart. Beyond simplicity, I was being trained to pastor. I was being taught through situation and circumstance, how to extend grace to people who would much rather see me punished, than to be let off the hook. I learned how to love people despite their overbearing opinions and criticisms of what they thought about me. I learned how to be Christ in the midst of seekers. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I didn&amp;#8217;t fit the model. Neither did he. I failed people&amp;#8217;s expectation. So did he. His story and mine intersect quite a lot. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Being a pastor&amp;#8217;s son, taught me how to be more like Him than I would have ever believed. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Who would have thought?&lt;/strong&gt; I know I didn&amp;#8217;t.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/16974165983</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/16974165983</guid><pubDate>Fri, 03 Feb 2012 09:03:00 -0500</pubDate><category>Nicholas Hindes</category><category>discipleship</category><category>maturity</category><category>sons</category><category>Adoption</category></item><item><title>Sitting on the Porch</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Sitting in the family room of &lt;a href="http://thesoundofhope.org"&gt;Rusty and Ericka&lt;/a&gt; Jackson&amp;#8217;s home in Alabama.  I&amp;#8217;m watching it rain, not just rain, actually pour.  It looks like it will be one of those all day rains.  You can smell it in the air and see it in the sky.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Last night Rusty and I sat on the deck and talked about the past 4 years of our friendship - the good, the bad, the ugly, and the ridiculous.  But it doesn&amp;#8217;t look like that&amp;#8217;ll happen today - too bad, I love being outside on a porch.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;That brings me to today&amp;#8217;s blog.  I know it&amp;#8217;s been a few weeks since I&amp;#8217;ve posted - we moved, I&amp;#8217;m old, so give me a break.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Back to the the porch&amp;#8230;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I woke up this morning thinking about all the houses I&amp;#8217;ve lived in over my life.  And without exception, my favorite spot in each of those houses has been the porches, decks, or patios just outside the backdoor.  In fact the last two houses we had in Michigan had almost as much outside square footage as inside footage.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;To me, there&amp;#8217;s just something about being home, but not being inside.  Sitting close enough to see all the activity, but being able to see it from an outside perspective.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;If someone slides open a glass door and invites me in, my first response is normally to invite them out.  See its not that I don&amp;#8217;t enjoy being around people, I&amp;#8217;d just rather be with them outside&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;And that&amp;#8217;s the source of most major tensions in my life - I like being involved, I like feeling at home, I like the familiar relationships, but I also really like being outside.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I have great friends and I adore my family, but for some strange reason, I think differently than they do about most things.  And if I don&amp;#8217;t naturally think differently, I&amp;#8217;ll move on purpose to the porch to get a different perspective.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I think I&amp;#8217;ve always been concerned about having too much of an &amp;#8220;inside the house&amp;#8221; perspective.  You know what I mean, right?  I don&amp;#8217;t want to draw the same conclusions that everyone has just because it&amp;#8217;s easier.  I want to look at things from the outside perspective where the air is fresh and the boundaries are fewer.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;This attitude and way of thinking has gotten me into a lot of trouble over the years.  Friends, family, and even employers have often believed me to be a contrarian or considered me to be just obstinate.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;But I swear, that&amp;#8217;s not my heart.  I&amp;#8217;m not trying to be difficult, I&amp;#8217;m aware that I am, but I&amp;#8217;m not trying to be.  I really just prefer the porch, that&amp;#8217;s all.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I&amp;#8217;m sure I&amp;#8217;m not that unique, there have to be a bunch of us outsiders out there&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/16871988389</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/16871988389</guid><pubDate>Wed, 01 Feb 2012 13:32:00 -0500</pubDate><category>Observations</category><category>Discipleship</category><category>Life</category><category>Porches</category></item><item><title>Rest - Learning to Rest in Him (Caroline Crawford). Caroline is...</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://assets.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player_black.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/16819927511/tumblr_lyo5d5Vd7J1qai3nr&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best" wmode="opaque"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Rest - Learning to Rest in Him (Caroline Crawford). Caroline is my new favorite teacher…&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://michaelhindes.com/post/16819927511</link><guid>http://michaelhindes.com/post/16819927511</guid><pubDate>Tue, 31 Jan 2012 10:22:00 -0500</pubDate><category>Caroline Crawfrod</category><category>Rest</category><category>The Gathering</category><category>Message</category></item></channel></rss>

